secular war in the face of the "norm"

The "norm", religion, is the cause of a slight evil (deliberate pessimism intended) of labelling an agnostic an "atheist" when I'm not an atheist, and showing hate towards this "atheist", wants to kill "atheists" because he thinks people ought to be more religious, so as a Christian he smites his "enemy", which is me, the "atheist", the reality is I'm an agnostic, and I go searching for God, it's boring but it's fun, slightly warring but fun, it is peaceful to do this however, if you don't talk about it, and if you keep the drawings to yourself. I'm an agnostic for I never drink Jesus's blood, I will never stone anyone, and I won't get in a fight or punch back when someone hits me, agnostics aren't allowed to hurt people because they don't do horrible things under a deity's name (violence is still horrible), thus they don't go boxing, that wouldn't be nice, and it damages their logical minds. You may as well call agnostic pseudo-secular, but it's quasi-religious, however it's not a belief in a higher power, it's a belief in trying to know the unknown and admitting they don't know, now this gets "religious" because I get true power from agnosticism beyond any religion, and it's a war between me, the agnostic or my cousin Collin, and the religious punks who think we'll go to hell. Well I can't say what the afterlife is like, but I see my death as a wonderful place of whatever, a magical place where I will wake up, and be in a quasi-religious building, unplugged finding out earth was a dream, and I made all the people up in my head. "Reality" has become the real reality, so I suppose agnosticism is in fact pseudo-religious more so than pseudo-secular.